Fight between My Mind and My Loneliness....

I want to write something about my feeling, which currently I m feeling but I don't know how to start and where to start because right now I'm wordless and thoughtless. Right now I'm sitting in cafe situated in the park of Caldas da Rainha (Portugal), Its around 5 pm and drinking cappuccino. I think most of the time that when you are feeling nothing means you cant understand what you want to do and what are you doing right now. Its some confusing stage of so I decided to go the public library of Caldas da Rainha and sit there and read fews page of a english book named brave. its a story of an actress of Hollywood, after that came to the cafe where currently I'm sitting and writing this. There are lots of people around me and I m feeling alone it's some kind of feeling that everyone feel like me before or someone is currently feeling like that.

I think in this kind of situation to read a book, drink a coffee and sit alone and nothing to think just watch around you is very good. Then after sometimes your mind starting to create some ideas for you. This idea will be great for you and this time this not like just common idea, its about that which you want to do and you think about that before but due of busiest life that idea was hide in any corner of your mind. Now I got the idea to write a book which I want to do before  but this time I m not writing a book its just a only blog but unfortunately I started to write..

So come our topic Fight between my mind and My loneliness......When you are alone then you think lots of the things for you. Your mind wondering here and there and think lots of the things..

I want to do this . I want this and so on but when we are alone then give your time only for you not to think about others which don't care about you. I read lots of the article and stories about the successful people they use their time to think about their goal and target then did not trap in their thought of their mind usual thoughts.

First you have to decide the thing which you want achieve in your life then dream about that when you will get them then how will you..

I dream about Rolls Royce car.. and think many times about that. Everybtime I used to think that how can I get my dream car. When you failed many time in your target then after that you are thinking that I can't do this because there are many negatives thoughts running in your mind ut you don't need to stop dreaming about target. if you left dreaming about your target then you will never find a positive energy to achieve your target. If you want to achieve your target then you need everybtime your positive energy.

When you are out thoughts then take a pen and paper just write anything some times you will write your name many times and sometime you will draw your signature many time but after sometime your mind starting to think about something creative.

I want to tell you the some kind of story about myself. Its more than 3 years ago one day I was just sitting and was feeling bored. I remember that there was around 5-6 pm in the evening and I was at my home in Lucknow. I prepared a tea for me and just take a notebook and pen and starting to write something. After wasting many pages of my notebook my mind acted like something special and thinking about some creative things and I started to write a poetry. That was first time I was writing some poetry. I could not believe that I can write some amazing poetry. First Read my first poetry I have written that day...

इश्क़ में मैंने दर्द का ऐसा समन्दर देखा है 

बहुत से अपनो का बदलता नज़रिया देखा है 

ना पूछ मुझसे हाल ए दिल ऐ नादान 

इश्क़ में मैंने लाखों का निकलता जनाज़ा देखा है । 

यूँ तो हम आज भी आशिक़ हैं आपके

मगर तेरी नज़रों से मैंने बदलता ज़माना देखा है ।

जब याद करता हूँ तेरे साथ बिताये हुए लम्हे 

मैंने अपनी रगों में दौड़ता इश्क़ का तूफ़ान देखा है ।

इश्क़ मेन बेवफ़ा को बेवफ़ा समझा नहीं जाता 

हिंदुस्तान में मैंने आशिक़ों का ऐसा मोहल्ला देखा है ।

अब मुझे ग़म नहीं तेरे चले जाने का

क्यूँकि मैंने तेरे नए आशिक़ों का हाल देखा है ।

यूँ तो अपने लाखों है इस जहाँ में 

पर तेरी बेवफ़ाई में मैंने दिन में भी रातों का अँधेरा देखा है ।

After writing this I understand that I can write poetry. Since that day I have written more than 1000 of poetry on Yourquote and I started my journey to write poetry and thoughts.

Now after 3 years again I m starting to write some blogs and may be next I will write a book..

So don't waste your time, took a pen and a nitebook and start writing your dream on the papers and then you will got ideas to achieve your Dreams.

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